Showing posts with label Raw Emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Raw Emotions. Show all posts

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Choosing Joy

To most women, today was a day of much happiness and thankfulness for their children. For me, it has quickly become a dreaded holiday that gets more painful with each passing year. I am blessed and so thankful for my birth mother who has helped shape the woman I am today as well as my second mom who willingly bestowed her only son into my care and loves me as her own. As today approached I was determined to try and enjoy my day to the best of my abilities. This morning as the day was new, I began to thank God for this special day and what it means to many and what it will mean to me someday. The conclusion of my story being a woman here on earth has not been written yet and I refuse to give up hope. Today I had my moments of choking back tears but I also had a supernatural peace that only comes from one place. Thank you, Jesus. Several people made an extra special effort to reach out and encourage me today and I know that many more are praying, lifting our precious request to the throne. Today was a good day and I am blessed, so very blessed. I know that so often I take things for granted that someone else is desperately praying for. May I never forget how truly blessed I am and that God is capable of more than I could ever dream or imagine! Today, I left satan and his lies in the dust and I rested in the arms of my Father. He is so good.